I was walking in the rain as usual, and so many thoughts came running to my mind. I felt cold and pain. I know I gotta do something to salvage this friendship. Many times, i thought maybe i should just succumbed to gravity and fall.

But I know that she didn't mean to always throw her temper at us. She can't control it herself. I guess the stress and anger that's piling up inside her is too much for her to bear. I want to bring myself to forgive her so much. But well, I told someone about it and she said she'll climb over my head if i take that step to forgive her. even Mummy said it's too ridiculous for her to scream at me. I mean nobody had ever screamed at me like that before. Not even my parents. But I just can't loosen my grip to let go. I really can't, and I know I gotta cling on.

I wanna go skating down that winding road, leaving my troubles at the bay(X

I need warmth. I need a really tight hug so badly.