yseterday was a bad day.

jy pulled me out of the classroom in the morning and asked me why i havent been talking to that girl. what can i say?
i just told her she dont have to know. and she said: huh.. like that that she very poor thing you know.
at that instant, my heart sank.
you don't even know what she's been doing to me all these while, what right do you have to comment on this? and i've been tolerant enough to always listen to her. i have my limits too,
now, even if jing and cam think i'm the villain, it matters to me no more.
but nonetheless, the feeling of getting misunderstood is awful.
clara came in time to pull me away from her. thank God. it was real bad.
after that, i had to convince myself that everything's gonna be alright, i didn't want to dampen the mood of my friends on carnival day.

a mere few hours that seemed like a thousand years to me.
every smile plastered on my face, all so fake.
ALL HAIL ME.

annnd yarh! i've shrunk. arghh.

When i'm weak, You're strong.
With You, i'll walk through the motions.