" and not in any way terrified by your adversaries, which is to them a proof of perdition, but to you of salvation, and that from God." Philippians 1:28

i ALMOST lost my faith in friendships after the problems surfacing one after another.
i COULDN'T bring myself to face any of those probs anymore.
because i WAS so afraid that it'd repeat itself.

BUT because You love me so much, for the past few days, You gave me the ability to fathom out the people around me and their words. i had a much clearer idea.
You gave me the courage that was needed the most.
You relieved me of my fears and told me not to be afraid.

You gave me two directions.
To continue dwelling in this sorry plight or to entrust my life into Your hands and continue this walk with You with faith.
Obviously, i chose the latter one(:

it's through all these that i could really feel Your love SO thoroughly. though i had been drawing away from You, You didn't forsake me. Instead, You took BIGGER steps towards me. Father, thank You for Your mercy.
Your love shall sustain me throughout.

i love You. and i really really do.