yesterday's service was sweeeeet. haha(x
anywayy, i was on a rollercoaster yesterday after some sensitive talks with siyun. felt so lost suddenly. it wasn't a good day for me. definitely NO. i wanted to run home so badly. and mummy went to catch the fireworks without me. i was so afraid that i'll be alone when i reached home. met some desperados on my way home. so irksome. but i was rather freaked out though. then kookoo me had to alight by the front exit. so scary.

woke up eaaaarly today. went to steph's house for physics. she just recovered from her poxxies. mummy asked me to sterilise myself before coming home. xD then homed and mummy dragged me to go jogging with her. and it rained. but i continued and mummy went into the shelter. silly silly. but it was rather chilly. burn calories burn!

woah. i nearly fell of the chair. giddiness came over me suddenly. screw me!

i'm all for You, Lord.



it was so bad. i had to hold back my tears because i didn't want to cry in front them. i guess i'm still not strong enough for all these. i'm still afraid.