i realised i'm loved, very loved.

i have got a mummy who loves me so much. in the morning when she sees my anxiety, she covers me with words of encouragement and give me lovey dovey pats.
on some really bad occasions, a hug. she always believe that i'll do well for my papers, no doubts. mummy's been the best that she could ever be.
she gives me the best and her protection makes me feel so secured.
she takes goody good care of me. and buys me ben&jerry's. haha.

i got a sister who dotes on me as well. she listens to all my rants and is always on my side.
we talk about everything under the sun and laugh over practically everything we see at the supermarket when we go there with mummy. tsktsk.
she hears my whines and complains and cheers me up with her wittiness.
she's my shopping partner!

my papa is my hero! he cracks stupid jokes. and when he and mummy pairs up, they always put me on cloud nine. cause they are the funniest couple! he's rather intellectual, providing answers to most of my questions. although he's quite long-winded at times, but i still love him.

and my grandma! i had been the closest to her amongst my siblings and cousins. she took care of me when i was young cause mummy was working then.
i used to tell her i never want to leave her EVER. she pampers me ALOT ALOT. she's always afraid that i would starve myself. tsktsk.
she praises me to the skies in front of her friends but i always feel embarrassed. i can't imagine what it would be like without her.

my aunty too! i go over to her huge mansion for sleepovers during my holidays. she makes me feel so loved. and apparently, she wants me to go over soon. so that she can make me put on some pounds. tsktsk.

these should explain why i'm so pampered.
so, if you want me to change overnight, that would be a tedious affair. haha..
but i'm trying to, as much as i'm reluctant.

this post today is dedicated solely to my family.
more to come for my friends.
stay tuned.