I'm sorry if my previous post angered anyone.
I didn't mean anything and neither am I pinning it against anyone. Definitely no.
So, don't take anything to heart dears.

This is just me. I find no point in hiding what I feel.
I just don't want to cap everything inside me. If I do, at the end of the day I don't know what will happen to me. Go mad? Begin to hate?
You can hate me for being selfish, cause sometimes I hate myself for that too.

Maybe it's just me who didn't put in enough effort to blend myself in.
I should just try to put away all my pride and willfulness.
It's a part on my own to play and to make the effort to mingle more.

God,
I need You to guide me.
Remove my fears, substitute it with faith.
Replace my pride with humility.
Take away my reluctance, let me be willing.
And most of all, strengthen me when I'm weak.