The weather was fair, albeit the lousy-screwed up thing which was raked up.

I'm so tired of living in this kind of constant insecurity.
Fear that you'll come to me and tell me you can't you can't you can't.
I wish all these didn't had to happen.
Then, my life would be almost perfect.

Why must I be the one tolerating these nonsense..
Why me?

I'm so tired.
I need to sleep.

I miss ama and cherm, I wish they can fly back now.
I miss jingying weena clara and weijia.