a reflection post♥


This year, had been a year full of transitions, spelling the need for me to adapt quickly and live on as usual.
From secondary 4 to J1, from an all-girls TKGS to the mixed MJC, from 9 points L1R5 to getting unsightly Us in my report slip, from e243 to e243a and from one to two-in-one!


So many things happened over the course of this year.
I lost some friendships, but earned new ones.

I went through some really scary hollow deep valleys, where I cried out so loudly in there but there was no replies. All I got was the echoes of my own voice and reality hit me so strong and forcefully. I realised I couldn't turn back time and all I once had was really reduced to nothingness.
Even when I recollect the past times now, I feel scared. I don't wanna relive those times again.
No one knew the turmoil inside me then I guess. I turned to nobody, nobody.
It was utterly awful.

This is the time of the year, when I feel really insecure.
Because I'm excited yet afraid of what 2009 will bring..

Pardon me if you find me behaving crankily.
I'm really scared. I wish I can hide in my blanket and not come out.

Okay, that was yet another stupid thought of mine.

All in all, thank you everybody for contributing to my life in 2008.
Love loads.