stress brings excessive binging on foodies.

Everyday, I spend time worrying and fearing for my studies.
I cringe at every thought of not doing well.
I cry when the fear of disappointing my parents/gramp/whoever devour every inch of faith I have.
My esteem is at its lowest, but my pride still hangs way up high.
And it is this pride, that will stem my aspirations and lift me up.
Most importantly, the God factor.

Okay to digress!
The stress which is weighing me down, is not helping me in anyway to stay fit and slim.
Boohoooooo.
I've been binging so much on unhealthy things.
And Mommy, seeing me so stressed out and all, bought even more food and tidbits for me.
Is she love or is she lurve? Teehee.
Mommy is one of my most loved figures for conversing!
I went to SMU last week and she was eagerly asking how I felt about it. I think she's even more excited than me about my UNI education.
But I'm glad that I'm such a privileged child!

Hmmmm. Lately, exercising haven't been on my to-do list.
I used to run almost every single day. But ever since college life kicked in, running became a chore; an extra dosage of tireness.
I ran till my knees were obsolete and worn out. It used to hurt so much.
I feel so fat and lard-ful without running..
But I still got a top-20 medal for my road-race though! Hehehe.
My 2.4km timing still hovers around 12minutes.
Cheers to fats and stamina!

I wanna start planning for the post A'levels party!
A motivation a motivation.

Darling, I love you!