annoyingly annoyed

Darling I need you right now I need to complain I need an outlet for my unhappiness and what nots I'm annoyed by some annoying people I don't like to be force I don't like people to take my affairs into their own stride/leadership especially doing things for me before getting the nod from me myself its like forcing the nonsense out of me and I hate it and only people who are stupid dislike smart people because they need to boast about their dislike to lift up their self-esteem as a juxtaposition to make themselves feel better it is a carthartic sense of therapeutic release in an attempt to lift themselves up and I utterly despise these people even though I'm not smart because there are always people much smarter than I am and the world is full of geniuses we will never be able to fathom how their minds work fullstop

This competitive globalised spiralling economy/world only has room for the smartest bestest elite of the elites to thrive in just face this fact and get on with life because you are only 17 years old and have plenty of time to groom yourself and mould your future I will good I will be good better than you are

This essay encompasses an array of thoughts and rants from yours sincerely forever I need to say I miss you belly and elise is gonna touch down in 5 minutes tomorrow is finally friday and my mister belly is coming back for me and I'm doubly triply happy about it I feel like catching a movie with him tomorrow and I want to dine at a Jap restaurant

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