it's been long since i last blogged a long long post.
i shall do one today since i don't have work tomorrow and i'm in a pretty good mood now.

i did my christmas gifts shopping list. so excited! i can feel the heat man. haha. even my list is glistening with exuberance(((((((: i'm imagining things now.
so do you think you're included? tsktsk. you shall wait and see! till then, JOY TO THE WORLD.

I told mummy how God moved in so many areas the other day. and it certainly feels great to see her listening and nodding.
Some other days back, she drew me an analogy of life. well, she said i should be contended with my life now. and she talked and talked and drilled some sense into me.

I have to say i am pretty happy now.
its like after a heavy downpour, and the sun finally appears. and you get to see that rainbow behind those clouds. cliche isnt it?
but thats exactly how it feels. after all the doubts, you talk things through, and everyone's happy again. queer how life manipulates us. and yet again, we're always falling at its feet.
but our God never fails and He never will.


Before i go, one last thing.
Darling, it's goooooood to hear that you managed to sleep earlier last night! tsktsk.
And i know you very much don't want me to go. but if i remain here alone, i'll be at high risk. haha. i pretty much don't wanna go through it again. i'm sure you won't want to see me cry like a tap again right? hehheh.
No doubts, you'll be dearly missed toooo((((((((((:
Buy something back huh? if i get my eyes stucked on pretty pretty stuffs, i'm sure i won't forget your share!