Big dreams.
If the process of seeking it is not full of pain, why do dreams look charming?
I have big dreams, great expectations for myself.
But pursuing it or not seems not a choice either..
I want to make it big in life. I may have back-ups, but i still very much want to depend on myself. I don't want to be looked upon as yet another princess who has her own family kingdom, who doesn't even have to worry about her future. So what if i really have?
Courage, it's not the absence of fear. It's the drive that will eventually make you venture all out, giving your best shot.

In a short span of a few more months, i'll be taking my Os. I have no idea what would be the outcome. But i wanna see myself tearing at the end of the day, with tears of joy and a sense of accomplishment.
I'll call for a celebration then, with my dear ones.

Anyway, i saw an old uncle just now. Subconsciously, i saw my granddad's shadow. And it struck me real hard. Remorse and regrets, just what had they done to me?
Why didn't i cherished him more in the first place.. what was wrong with me?
SIGHS! Anyway, it's over.

I met a sickening bus driver today. Ridiculous.
Expect me to say thank you, NO WAY. Like NOOO.

I got the 2nd highest in class for situational writing! 25/30.
One mark behind the highest score. brrrr.
Next week will be the start of my mugging months and days and hours and minutes and seconds(:

Goodnight.