Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I'm so stressed, so stressed, so stressed.
I realised, this blog had became an outlet for me to vent my frustrations.

I'm so stressed over everything.
My schedule is nicely packed to the brim with so many things.
I feel like dying now so I don't have to face all those nuisance.
But I won't die, because God will watch over me.

PW.
I've got my EOM to be submitted by Friday.
I've got my WR to be submitted by week 5, next week. Yes, next week!!
WR is gonna squeeze me dry.
It's a frigging 5000 words long report. 20 pages.
Tell me God, how to do it. Just tell me.

Tutorials.
I've got tonnes of homework to do.

Time.
Tomorrow I'll be in school till 7pm
Friday I have ice-skating elective until 8pm.
Saturday will always be out.
Sunday, I have to finish rushing all my assignments.
AND I HAVE TO SQUEEZE SOME TIME OUT TO STUDY BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.

Body.
My menstrual cramps are killing me.
My nose is still not healed.
My fractured fingers still hurts from writing.
I get throbbing headaches everyday.

Whenever I see mummy, I just want to cry my hearts out and throw everything to her.
When she sends me off for school each morning, I feel like clinging onto her like a small kid would do.

I can't wait to end this JC life.
It had been so gruelling and tiresome.

6 more weeks of school before I get one week of holidays.

Siqi really loves everyone a lot♥
Please pray for me.