I don't know why, its making it seem like she was the only one hurt and I was the villain.
True, you may be hurt.
But have you thought of what I had been going through?

Think about it.
During my transition period, who was there for me?
Practically no one.
Every other day, I tried to let go bit by bit myself.
During that period, you may not notice, but I was very much closed up.
I saw you happily with the others, I can't help but to feel a sense of dejection. Yet at the same time, I was happy for you. Because that was what you've always wanted(:

I tried so much.
I changed. But what did I get at the end of the day?
Whatever happened to the best friend promise we made.
Lost in space.

You were so mean to me.
Those words you said to me were blatantly blunt and obnoxious.
I was utterly shocked that you could actually said those things to me.
I tried to take it all into my own stride.
Defence was paper thin. I was prepared to hate you anytime.
That period, I found no best friend.

I will always remember those words you said to me.
Because they scarred me.

I have no idea how many people know about what had been happening.
I only know one thing.
It takes two hands to clap.
You were hurt, but I am too.