My friendship is now very strained.
That thing is killing me.
I don't know who I can talk to.

I did told shir and bel about this thing on friday though.
And I think they are as puzzled as I am.
They wanna come to church with me this coming week.
Coming monday, I think I'll just hug them and cry like I never did.

No, I won't sink into depression.
Its just.. I need to cry.
These few weeks had been a huge turmoil for me.
So many things changed!

Hmmm, I think only sam can understand.
I miss Kelvin!

I hate this.

B&J's, worms, love, black cat, chocolate, soyabean, teases, gastric, checkers, tickles, laughters, tic-tac-toe, songs, red, ice-cream.