i'm up early today. came home straight after cg yst. was too tired. and bunked in for a nap. well, was supposed to wake up at 9.30pm to mug but i woke up, sms-ed till i fell asleep then slept till this morning. still not feeling very well today. mmhm.

anyway, i realised time's passing by real fast. FYE is alr coming. i only have less than 2 months to cramp everything from my books into my thick skull. booo.

studying is real tiring man. but someone told me that no matter how tiring studying is, we gotta continue. do our best. after all, in this materialistic singapore, people will only recognise your cert when you go out to work. i still have no idea where to go after my o's actually. poly jc or IF i had a chance, overseas. i'll definitely look forward to that. leaving singapore is perhaps the best choice. but there are too many precious things here to be left behind but at the same time, too many things for me to let go and forget.
studying in singapore isn't that bad either. but so many here hold the singapore U cert. it's hard to stand out. unless you're the elite amongst the elites, which is like so crazy. but actually, it's not only based on how well your brains work when you study, application is important as well i guess.

whatever it is, i shall leave these decisions till next year(:

wahaha. i'm in the midst of learning how to make double chocolate chip cookies. look forward!
anyway, my sweetie Marcus is down with asthma. he's getting skinnier. but he never fails to bring joy to us with his little pecks on our cheeks whenever he sees us<3