alrighteys.
i THINK i'm on my way to recovery already.
but this is gonna take time. So, give me ample time.
all the maybes and what ifs and if nots. uncertainty. it tainted the heart into such a dull shade, an irony and contradiction to what it was.

till now, i shall do a small dedication after pondering over what she said yesterday.

YOU YOU YOU!
thank YOOOOU for talking to me. [ you should know who you are DEAREST!]
i was rather amazed by how you could see through everything, so thoroughly.
and so assuringly, your words just sank into me.
you know me the best la and thank God for you.
i'm really really glad that we managed to click. oww.
rather cliche as this may sound, but i still want to say this.
I LOVE YOU!
POOF* catch my kiss darl!
don't worry, i'll be back round the tracks soon!
[ i can imagine joey's face turning RED, fuming with fiery red hot smoke coming out from his head if he reads this. mwahaha. xD]

okay okay. i'm in a rather good mood NOW.
not in the afternoon. cause i was having my monday blues with the looong hours in school.
and i ignored people around me. sorry!
jo didnt come to school today. she sprained her ankle yst and couldn't walk. but she clinched the overall champion for cross country(:
school wasn't that fun today without her sitting behind me and making me laugh with her silly silly jokes. best friend! come back soon. haha. anyway, went to her house just now to pass her her maths TB. she couldn't come and collect it from me because that her ankle was really badly sprained.

Lord, forgive me for drawing away from You,
i know i should have leaned on You and seeked more of You.