COWER-ed.
off track-ed.
lost.
clueless.
down-ness.
tiredness.
what's this man?

come on!
you gotta pick yourself up.
get back onto the tracks!
face it, be strong.
don't disappoint those around you and your LORD.
don't be silly.

i lost my ability to fight.
i need it back so badly.
SOON.