This is my down period.
i'm sorry if anyone of you think that i've been throwing my tantrums and being dao.
truly sorry.
sorry sorry sorry.
forgive me okay?

after the phone call earlier on, i cried.
i couldn't help it anymore. i felt so helpless, alone in my room.
everything seemed to be so out of place.
i picked up my phone, and almost dialled somebody's number.
but didn't. i realised it isn't good to ruin people's mood.

i need to get myself back on the tracks and dwell in where it used to be my favourite place, His embrace.
but the lane just seem so farfetched, so distant.
i don't wanna continue this. the feeling is irritatingly awful.

LORD, hold on to me.

Thank you Denise. your words struck me hard and made me come to a realisation. Don't worry, i'll be back around the tracks(: