Me and myself.

Why is that everytime I make a decision,
Something just have to make me crumble, make me falter..

Am I thinking a tad overboard?
Or is it that they really just refuse to integrate me.

So what am I suppose to do now..
Should I get out of this place.
Should I give up.
Should I continue masking my face with what seem to be perfectly alright smiles.

Why is that when me and elise are in some kind of shit,
She's always the one getting attended to.

This is taking a toll on me.
It shouldn't be affecting my studies, it shouldn't.

This is a very very low valley of my life.
Where the thalweg lies beneath.